Shawn and I have found three kittens that are going to be up for adoption in about 2 weeks. They are very sweet and playful and would make a great companion for someone that loves cats! If interested please let us know.







Thank you,

Do I believe in legalizing pot? To some extent but unfortunately you can't legalize it for some and make it illegal for others. Just like alcohol people would act like dumb-asses (not all but most) instead of staying home and relaxing (like they should) they would go to work high, drive high and act stupid. You can't give most people rights cause they take advantage of it. I believe that it's not the Gov. fault that some things in this country are not allowed it's the fucking people in this country that are too irresponsible. You can't give them anything and that is why those of us who are responsible have to suffer for it.
The side-effects of alcohol is bad but the long-term effects of pot are worse and it stays in your system longer. So, instead of smoking the night before they work and relaxing after they get home, most dumb-asses would smoke before work or at work and then someone would get hurt because their motor skills are slowed down. People are assholes, irresponsible and pathetic. Then you would have a bunch of sew-happy fuckers sewing everyone cause they were high and did something stupid and got hurt because of it. It's because of those people that pot will probably stay illegal. I mean come on look at the people that go out every night and drink then get in their cars and get into an accident. Then it's everyone else that gets blamed for that assholes mistake. So there you are...in a fucking nutshell!!
I fucking hate people, assholes and irresponsible pieces of shit!!
Have a great Day!!

mood: disappointed music: Quiet

If you are into Industrial Music (if your not you are missing out) here is a kick ass radio station that is online, all you need is a program that plays music.
http://www.rantmedia.ca/industrial/

Also if you are into old black and white Twilight Zone here is a URL where you can watch it!!
http://www.joost.com/search?q=twilight+zone#

Enjoy!

mood: Drinking Wine music: Rant Radio

I started a new painting today! I have about four of them I need to take pics of but my camera sucks. My cam for my phone is not too good and the USB port is not working well either. ( so I can't put them on my computer) My scanner has died too and I refuse to go and get copies for something I can do myself for free! I will take some as soon as I get another camera. They have them cheap at Wal-mart
My art work lately has many cats in them. I think that will be my subject since I am surrounded by the little fuckers on a daily basis.... So, when I take some new pics I will let everyone know when they are up.
Until then, practice, practice.

mood: accomplished music: Sunshine Blind

Did you ever have one of those days when you just don't give a F*%k and you wish the world would just explode? Good, I'm not alone...

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Look things up and so research! People, if you have recieved this email do research!



An email was sent to me by my sister! Because I live with someone who has taught me NOT to believe everything I read and to do research first, I discovered that this email that people are sending out is BULLSHIT!
If you have received any information about this facility http://www.snopes.com/photos/architecture/prison.asp and have had people telling you that your tax dollars are going to pay for this facility I hope you are doing your research before you are forwarding this to anyone!!!!
This is the actual website http://www.cookcountysheriff.org/doc/html/facility.html that is NOT located in the US but Austria! Someone has been sending out false info to people and starting rumors (as usual) about our gov.
This is how rumors are started people! Ignorance !
Look things up before you believe it!!!

mood: aggravated music: Sound of Traffic... how fun!

You know, I have been around stupid people in my life but damn.
Why is it that people date assholes then bitch about them being assholes and then say, "All Woman are bitches or all men are assholes" Um, how do you know have you dated all of them on the planet? and doesn't it take two people to have a relationship? So, if they are that way then why are you still with them? is it not just as much of that person's fault for staying in the relationship in the first place? Dah!! (oh, don't worry this does NOT refer to my relationship with Shawn this is in referral to dumb people that I have met over the years. I can understand if you grow apart and need to go your separate ways, but why stay with someone out of fear of being alone?

I met this female last night who came into the bar with this MORON and she was very financially well off. He sat there and just kept ordering whatever he wanted, ran her bill up to 1,200 dollars (yes in liquor) and she said NOTHING! OK, I can see you going out and buying a few drinks but ordering something just because you know that person will allow it? and She thinks he loves her? My man won't even go out on my dollar! He may get a six pack and bring it home and drink it there, and he asks first. This asshole did not ask for shit! But yet she kept letting him do it. WHY???

Not just that but, why is it that people date dick-heads (male or female) don't watch for the signs, get involved, then get hurt and go what happened? Dah, like you did not know this? You know dating is to get to know a person. Just because you go out on a date with someone that does not mean you are in a serious relationship with them. Dating is to see if you have anything in common with that person and to take them out in a social setting to see how they treat other people and their reasoning. Just because they are nice to you does not mean you should date them. Where they nice or considerate and if they did get angry what was their reason behind their anger? Many people will be nice to the person they are on the date with to make a good impression but yet will treat everyone else like crap for no good reason. Don't people see that when the newness of the relationship has gone away that that will be the way they will get treated? DER!!! I don't get why people don't see it? Is it that hard to figure out? and personally I would rather be alone that to be with someone that treats me like shit!

For anyone who says " You don't know what it's like to be alone" I say to you, "Bullshit" I was alone for 7 1/2 years before I got into the relationship that I am in now. I have only had 5 boyfriends in my entire life. As for all of you that are out there that are single and trying to find the right person my hat is off to you.

Personally, if I were single it would be very depressing and because there are as many people out there that are screwed up and have fucked up views of relationships I think I would stay that way.
Or move to Europe where the culture is different and make an attempt there! Screw the culture here!

mood: disappointed music: Vincent Price reciting Poems of Shelley

Eeore I think we would have more in common. I would want to slap tigger.

tags: a.a. milne, eeyore, tigger, winnie the pooh, writer's block

I learned a few weeks back that my brother had is fourth heart-attach last year! He's 39 years old! YES 39, So I have joined a health club and today I had my first sitting with the fitness expert! She weighed me and WOW! 152lbs!! MOMMA MIA!! What the hell? I have not weighed that much in a long time! I was wondering why my bras were shrinking and my dresses were not fitting anymore!
I have my next appointment with here next Tuesday and I start my exercise program tomorrow. UP by 12 to the gym by 12:30 work out for about 1hr and a half and then 1/2 mile back to the train station.
Shawn has been very supportive in helping me find a place close to home and he's even eating the same foods with me. I love him!!
I have already been running and I can tell that I have lost a bit. So if any of you were wondering why there has not really been any recent pics of me up on here now you know why!!

mood: accomplished

Shawn and I are safe and secure in our apt. Yes!! We stayed in Houston for IKE. Surprised? Hell, we were in NOLA for Katrina and we did not leave then and we are not leaving now!!
We are surrounded by concrete buildings (very think ones) and have no worries!! But then again I feel safe with him with me no matter where I am.

Hope everyone else is doing ok.

mood: amused

I've noticed that Houston is very repressed. I mean I realized that most cities are repressed sexually but damn... not like this one. One of the things I loved about NOLA was that they were way more open minded when it came to sex and the sex industry. I mean have you heard about the SOB licenses being revoked? Please!!
Another thing is that a few years ago they outlawed the distribution of free condoms around the city because they felt that it condoned sex!! What the fuck? You mean to tell me that they think that by taking away the condoms people are not going to do it? Again you can't stop people from having it so why not make it safer for them? It's like the people want to do it but don't want anyone to know they are doing it. What the hell? What is it just typical fucking Southern Baptist Hypocritical bullshit? It's ok if it's there but we don't want anyone to know it's there!! Who cares? Is it any body else's business what anyone does in their free time? NO!! It's not!! I wish people would keep their noses out of everyone else's business for a change and get a fucking life!!

My eldest nephew's girlfriend had a baby back in Dec. Yes! I'm a great aunt! I myself don't know if I want kids but she sure is cute!

http://i188.photobucket.com/albums/z124/babycat_6/ariel_opt.jpg

http://i188.photobucket.com/albums/z124/babycat_6/Ariel_opt2.jpg

http://i188.photobucket.com/albums/z124/babycat_6/arielopt3.jpg

mood: amused music: Dogs barking

puke!

location: take a guess mood: nothing music: None: not in the mood

Well, I fell at work last night. Right on my tail bone. I like pain but damn! Fell right out of the fucking chair at the bar. I could not move for what felt like forever. I'm ok it's just hard for me to walk and get up and down when I'm sitting. Hey, this will go along with my fucked up knee that I fell on last week that keeps hurting. WOW! You know the entire time I lived and worked on Bourbon St and walked up and down that strip in high heels I never fell not once! I was there for 12 years. WOW!
How fucked up is that?

location: Still here music: None: not in the mood

A man at my work bought one of my paintings! It's the one I am using for my default pic above! He liked it alot. Granted it only sold for 50.00 but that is a start right?
I have not been in the mood to paint lately. Actually I have not been in the mood to do much of anything come to think of it.
Shawn and I were talking about going home again last week. He said if I can find work there (not dancing) that we can move back. There is no place to live though! Every time I call my family and they ask me how things are here Shawn says "pew" and sticks his tongue out! HAHAHA! Work has gotten a little better now if the construction workers across the street would hurry up and finish the town-houses that they are building so I'm not kept awake all morning all would be good! Well, I guess I would probably have to deal with the same thing if I went home to NOLA depending on where I lived. Since the Bywater had little damage done it should be ok. That is where we will live anyway. After living there before I don't think I would live anywhere else. SOOOOOO lovely! I never lived that far outside the French Quarter anyways, No wonder I'm so spoiled and hate it here!
We never go out much and I have not gone out to a bar (except work) in months. I have not visited the museum or really done much of anything recreational in the past few months. I have not been in the mood to be around people really. I have become a antisocial person since I have moved to Houston. I use to be such a social butterfly. I guess I feel like my wings have been clipped since I moved here. I have always been the type of person that has to like her surroundings if she is going to do anything. I am just waiting to go home.

mood: blah music: Sound of Traffic... how fun!

As everyone knows I have taken up painting. I'm not great just yet but the reason I started was because I had heard that it helps with depression. Here are some of the paintings that I have done. Some are good some are ok. The whole point is that they give me focus and help me relax when I'm feeling down. I hope you like them.

Well the depression only lasted a day! Jayna climed up in my lap last night and her and I had a little chat. She loves me and she soooo cute! She made it all better. It's gone today and I feel much better. It usually only last a day anyway. Thankfully!!
Tonight I'm redying my hair (same color just a fresh coat) and I'll probably start painting again later on. I started to paint last night but was just not in the mood. I've noticed that when I'm not in the mood to do it, it doesn't turn out right and then I don't like what I paint and I end up throwing it out and wasting the canvas.

mood: cheerful music: Army of Lovers: Crucified

Depression has set in today. It hit me about a hour ago. I could feel it creep up on me slowly like a big black cloud over the top of my head. I got a little teary eyed but I stopped myself from letting it happen. I have some numbers for the mental health clinic. However I hate the idea of being put on some drugs that control my emotions. I think it's unnatural.
I'm going to go paint here in a moment, that usually helps me through it. The good thing is a few years ago when it happened it was sudden and I could not feel it creeping in. Now I know what to look for. It's very strange how I never realized before.
Painting helps me to feel better at the moment but it's not a cure. I am thankful however that it only last a day or so. I do hate the throbbing in my head though that part sucks ass!

location: Houston mood: depressed music: The banging in my head

You know I paint, I get ready to take a pic of it so I can post it and what do ya know the fucking cam does'nt work. I think it's broken!! Go figure!! What the hell else is new? I have a video cam that takes pics but I have no idea how to take the pics off of it and no manuel. I have to let it charge first anyway. I hate having to wait on things.... NO PATIENTS AT ALL!! Thankfully I don't have children! Gee, I wonder why?

mood: aggravated music: The screaming in my brain

I can't get into photobucket cause it's being a bitch!! So I will try again later.

K